Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Honestly, the only thing that gives me comfort you guys, is when I am sitting at home staring at the ceiling, just wishing that I had someone to talk to, is knowing that none of you idiots realise how lucky you are
what we could have been, 5:16 PM.
My most immediate family just cant stop surprising me in their ability to really piss me off in being so inconsiderate, myopic and just plain irritating.
Calling me lazy for
1. preferring to play my game instead of uploading pictures from the camera of THEIR photos on MY computer when they have like 3 other laptops
2. refusing to download a movie i DO NOT want to watch and they WANT to
Now food for thought, how can I be considered lazy when firstly, it does not benefit me and secondly, I have totally no obligation/inclination to do? And yet still uses my own opportunity cost(time, effort and endless pain). And on the other side, aren't they lazy for pushing the work on me? Since it is something THEY WANT done, but yet something THEY DO NOT want to do?
Im pulling it out. Fuck it.
what we could have been, 12:12 PM.
Highlights of first week of school:
1st day:
- Scolded for 3 items on first lit lesson : hair, text, outline
- Grandma chopped hair for me
2nd day:
- ms K and her summoning ritual
3rd day:
- not having anything to do on open house
- rugby match against Tanglin Trust or something
4th day:
- 1 hr sleeping session in class, nice breeze
- GP MSA :S forgot how to do AQ, moses i think i understand why you didn't do a single one last year
- oops at floorball D:
today:
- Econs MSA :S, false passing of time
- Shafik's impersonation of ms k
- 15min sleeping session in class, 2short
And i begin to wonder... is that maturity, transformation or a radical change?
or all...
what we could have been, 7:29 PM.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Perhaps at the end, it really is best if our last thought was something good.
what we could have been, 9:51 PM.
A person is very weak when he is by himself;
but if he has friends to support him, friends who cherish him,
he can become as strong as he wants to be
what we could have been, 7:33 PM.