Friday, December 21, 2007
Well, after much wrecking of brain cells, trying to remember what i had initially wanted to blog about, i finally got it! Yes! ( and the loss of the topic has to attributed to a certain somebody *glares* )
Okay... so... "changing points in our life"... sounds pretty simple imho, but i think i'll be expanding this a little... deeper lol.
So, what exactly are these "changing points?". I guess changing points are a little too vague, i would suppose... maturity points is a more suitable word but because of the nature of the topic im going to touch on, i'll stick to changing.
These points are basically points in our life / encounters which, well, changed us in a way. In my sense, makes us matured.
There is but a fine line between what defines adolescence and adulthood. Precocious children would have surpassed this fine line in their early years of adolescence while childish, unintellectual adults might never ever even glimpse that line. So then, how does a teen get past that line?
Well, I wouldnt say that ALL teens would come past the point in time where they actually get past that, and i wouldnt take the liberty as to conclude that i have done so as well. Though what defines someone that has "matured", apart from naturally, mental maturity and of course, resillience. But apart from that, they are people who would stick close to their morals, know distinctively what they want, and are extremely clear cut about Life. I guess, they are the people closest to enlightenment. People who deserve respect =) *nods*
So then... what are maturity points? I guess, they are encounters that really give u one tight smack in ur head, pull you into reality and harshly show you the truth of the world. Haha. Or really encounters and trials that put your very existence and character to the test *nods*
I wouldnt dare say I've gone past one just yet, but maybe... just maybe, because of an incident recently, I find that i've matured quite alot =). I am thinking deeper now, and Im expanding my thoughts alot now recently. Not all my thoughts are on this blog but... some are on my phone i guess lol. I cant really blog about this incident since its rather... erm sensitive, but yea, I guess because of it, I've changed, probably not that drastically, but I've changed.
Further blogging, well, talked to nicholas yeo ( neighbour ) on msn again. Been some time haha. Discussed a few fun topics and such, hes still online lol, about to watch emily rose XD. In my attic now at the moment by the way so that parents + sis dont catch me XD. Just got lonlier with more people logging off msn, relating to less people to chat to, which
explains me blogging right now as well :P Been unable to sleep early lately XD insomnia kicking in again because of lack of milk in the fridge haha.
Well, I've been reading stuff on wikipedia just now. Was reading about sleep ( because nick brought it up ), learnt that the sleeping disorder I've been suffering was night terror ( something like heightened nightmares, except your just scared but there isint anything that is scaring you, well, could be possibly because usually you forget what your scared of but the emotion sticks, as said by wikipedia ) and sleep paralysis ( something like a pressing feeling against your chest whicih prevents you from... erm.. moving, and it hurts ). Yea... well it is interesting to know that all these were attributed to demon possesions in the past haha. Also learnt about microsleep ( momentarily falling into sleep for a few seconds ) and slow-wave sleep ( having half the brain in rest mode ), which i guess are really useful skills i need to pick up for school :P. Also read a little on hypnosis hahas.
Other than this... hmmm oh "http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bUY8iT525yQ&feature=related", is a nice singaporean singer's original song - Larkin Step. Been listening repeatedly the day before and yesterday. Took some time to figure out how to play ( by ear ) on the guitar yesterday morning, because her guitar is abit out of tune but its a great song and i finally got it =). It is addictive.
Also, I am addicted to "Dance Inside" by The All American Rejects now >.<
Oh... and a line that i got from D-Gray Man while watching it :S lol Well, sort of adapted but... here goes anyway
The world i live in is not made by land or sea, it is formed by the people I have encountered
Not much thoughts on this, its as it is lol. Well, I have thoughts but im a little lazy to type them out anyway haha.
I guess thats all I have for now O.o
Line in my head at the moment :
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
Haha guess where its from XD
Okay... so... "changing points in our life"... sounds pretty simple imho, but i think i'll be expanding this a little... deeper lol.
So, what exactly are these "changing points?". I guess changing points are a little too vague, i would suppose... maturity points is a more suitable word but because of the nature of the topic im going to touch on, i'll stick to changing.
These points are basically points in our life / encounters which, well, changed us in a way. In my sense, makes us matured.
There is but a fine line between what defines adolescence and adulthood. Precocious children would have surpassed this fine line in their early years of adolescence while childish, unintellectual adults might never ever even glimpse that line. So then, how does a teen get past that line?
Well, I wouldnt say that ALL teens would come past the point in time where they actually get past that, and i wouldnt take the liberty as to conclude that i have done so as well. Though what defines someone that has "matured", apart from naturally, mental maturity and of course, resillience. But apart from that, they are people who would stick close to their morals, know distinctively what they want, and are extremely clear cut about Life. I guess, they are the people closest to enlightenment. People who deserve respect =) *nods*
So then... what are maturity points? I guess, they are encounters that really give u one tight smack in ur head, pull you into reality and harshly show you the truth of the world. Haha. Or really encounters and trials that put your very existence and character to the test *nods*
I wouldnt dare say I've gone past one just yet, but maybe... just maybe, because of an incident recently, I find that i've matured quite alot =). I am thinking deeper now, and Im expanding my thoughts alot now recently. Not all my thoughts are on this blog but... some are on my phone i guess lol. I cant really blog about this incident since its rather... erm sensitive, but yea, I guess because of it, I've changed, probably not that drastically, but I've changed.
Further blogging, well, talked to nicholas yeo ( neighbour ) on msn again. Been some time haha. Discussed a few fun topics and such, hes still online lol, about to watch emily rose XD. In my attic now at the moment by the way so that parents + sis dont catch me XD. Just got lonlier with more people logging off msn, relating to less people to chat to, which
explains me blogging right now as well :P Been unable to sleep early lately XD insomnia kicking in again because of lack of milk in the fridge haha.
Well, I've been reading stuff on wikipedia just now. Was reading about sleep ( because nick brought it up ), learnt that the sleeping disorder I've been suffering was night terror ( something like heightened nightmares, except your just scared but there isint anything that is scaring you, well, could be possibly because usually you forget what your scared of but the emotion sticks, as said by wikipedia ) and sleep paralysis ( something like a pressing feeling against your chest whicih prevents you from... erm.. moving, and it hurts ). Yea... well it is interesting to know that all these were attributed to demon possesions in the past haha. Also learnt about microsleep ( momentarily falling into sleep for a few seconds ) and slow-wave sleep ( having half the brain in rest mode ), which i guess are really useful skills i need to pick up for school :P. Also read a little on hypnosis hahas.
Other than this... hmmm oh "http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bUY8iT525yQ&feature=related", is a nice singaporean singer's original song - Larkin Step. Been listening repeatedly the day before and yesterday. Took some time to figure out how to play ( by ear ) on the guitar yesterday morning, because her guitar is abit out of tune but its a great song and i finally got it =). It is addictive.
Also, I am addicted to "Dance Inside" by The All American Rejects now >.<
Oh... and a line that i got from D-Gray Man while watching it :S lol Well, sort of adapted but... here goes anyway
The world i live in is not made by land or sea, it is formed by the people I have encountered
Not much thoughts on this, its as it is lol. Well, I have thoughts but im a little lazy to type them out anyway haha.
I guess thats all I have for now O.o
Line in my head at the moment :
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
Haha guess where its from XD
what we could have been, 1:23 AM.
