sorry for the emo title :P but its my current inspiration lols. Yes... im back to the saddish genre
Anyway, to start out, this is my newest sig, which corresponds to this entry's title
Would say i did quite a good job on this one. Kinda inspirational and the theme fits the stock. Credits for stock image goes to deviantart ( the artist who made it anyway ) I did not photograph it, i edited it ( quite abit ), changed the colours, added abit of my own elements etc. hahas.
Done in : 20+ minutes
Well then... as to explain why i am so sad today... its because of yet another drama. By the way, i finished Nobuta wo produce too and now im a fan of Erika Toda ( the girl who acted in Death Note as well ) and Maki Horikita ( the one who acted as Ashiya in the recent Hana Kimi jap remake as well ). Both are bishoujos so go check them out :P
Alright... the show which caused my sadness today. Its entitled Crying Out Love, In The Center of the World in crunchy roll ( which if you searched you'll find it. ) Dubbed in english to be
"Socrates in love". By the way, Socrates is aristotle's grand-teacher. He taught Pola who then
taught aristotle hahas. Eitherways, the focus is not on Socrates.
Alright... what is this show all about?
Sekai no Chuushin de, Ai wo Sakebu or Crying Out Love, In The Center of the World, as synopsised by crunchyroll viewers :
"I thought I might be using a lifetime's happiness in a moment. I was that happy and she was that beautiful." A young boy stands on the red earth of Australia under its blue sky. It is 17-year-old Sakutaro Matsumoto. His time with the girl comes back to him. The colored sand runs through his hands and a tear appears on his cheek. He wakes up. It's 2004 and he is 34 years old and in Japan. He thinks "I have been in a world without her for 17 years." Returning home to see his old high school for the last time before it is demolished, Saku confronts anew the loss of the love of his life, Aki, to leukemia 17 years ago. Now a medical researcher at graduate school, he has been living as if half of him died with her since then. Based on the bestselling novel that sold over 3 million copies, the past and present come together in this love story that is both pure and sad.
Hahas... though it isint appealing when i read that. To be honest, i wanted to give this drama a skip and now im glad i actually watched the first episode. ( though a little regretful considering that now my tears are entirely drained ). Just a little note, unlike water boys, this drama DOES not bring you on a emotional rollercoaster ( or maybe it does make you feel glad when you see the romancy part at the start ). Yea, just a piece of advise, have tissues beside you or you are going to find your shirt pretty wet. I am serious. This show tugs at your heart like nothing else in this world. After viewing this show ( well 4 eps of it ) i already thought that "this is so sad... i kinda want to have a relationship like that but then again, i dont want to" kind of feelings. It is that sad. I cried at every ep. ( Maybe not that much in ep 2 but certainly alot in ep 3 and 4 )
For thoes who really want to peak into the world of pure love, watch it. I am sure you are going to love it. Okay... thats all for today's post hahas. *notice how i never talked much about my day thus far? Goes to show what i have been doing today =X*
what we could have been, 8:47 PM.
Hahas... title was on a whim. Really.
Naw.. actually it is THE key phrase for today. ( something like sesame street's letter of the day? ) lols. Basically the teachers are pressing us to focus. But ah... focus and jason just doesnt mix @.@... gota practice on that skill ><. Lol... i lose focus too easily. Like... now <.<
Nothing big really happened today except for the after-school english oral prac with e.heng. Oh boy... that was so screwed up ( pardon choice of phrase here. I know there is a better phrase out there but i just feel this suits it the best :P ). During the reading... midway he was like "STOP! You are losing momentum! You just dropped from a 12 to a 11. See thats your weakness. DO AGAIN"
And following after were 5 more turns. In which my "marks" dropped from 11 to 10, to 8 back to 9, then to 8 again and finally back to 11. Hellish. By the end of it. I lost all the focus i previously had for picture discussion ( my forte =3 ) and my mouth was so dry it was just screaming in pain ><. Competing with bobby yong when he's screaming orders for the NDP thingy is something you should NEVER try. lols. The old man still has voice in him.
Anyway.... i breezed through ( lousily if i may add ) the other 2 sections and left soon after. ( not without being servant-boy to eheng for 1 last go )
Took 13 with lim and saw rotan and chang walking out of gate hahas.
Back home... decided to do chemistry ( though i left quite a few blanks <.< ) and then afterwards studied history before watching an ep of OverDrive ( kikass anime )
Just had dinner. Sushi ^^ hahas lovely.
what we could have been, 8:19 PM.