Just to start off, sorry for the wrong titling on the last post XD.... :P i've switched back anyways so,
no problem on that ^^.
Well, as you might have noticed, one of the very few times im actually posting before night time
XD... today was average? again i guess.... friday's are always fun, especially with free periods hahas... anyway, the only prolly interesting lesson would again be english XD... funny stuff happen in english, always.
E.Heng, showed the show to us again so yeah... the plot develops much deeper and the interesting
character of Charlie ( or Nuwanda ) becomes further more enhanced, and it shows alot, again on
the theme of carpe diem and how it is different for everybody. Got me thinking, what will be MY
carpe diem? And again it got me thinking, is the route i am currently walking to really the right 1
for me? I really dunno now hahas... life is really messed up i guess... as we grow older, we really do
have different thoughts, maturity? i guess.
For me right now, i think i really need God in my life, to guide me... but then again, it is hard to
tell if God will help me... one as sinful as me.
And as i want to study, it just, i am not fit for studying? i dunno... my life has been really
structured by my parents since i was young... everything was just "let papa decide bah" you know.
decisions... they sure are hard to make... i dont even know how to break the news to my dad.
"Dad, i am going to be a writer!"... carpe diem i guess, hope i catch onto the spirit.
I want to end off with another "poem" of mine
Just as the dark summer's night dream come to pass,
mine are the eyes of a blind man
and to thus twas lead'st my way
why do i not seek thee?
Come to hold my own decisions i have
and truth be told, it is but simple task
truth be told, how man succumbs to such request
but truth be told, how man has to overcome them.
what we could have been, 4:25 PM.